Love me, love me
Say you do
Let me fly away
With you
We're creatures of the wind
Wild is the wind
-Wild is the Wind-
(I'm thinking more Cat Power than Nina Simone)

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I must be a difficult person.
People tell me this.
I don't like surprises, disappointment, indiscretion, indecision, impoliteness.
I think my expectations are few.
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When I'm tired and moody from work
I'd like you to run me a bath and sit by the tub to smoke cigarettes with me.
When we are deciding about eating out
I'd like for you to (a) make the decision; (b) not choose the same Japanese restaurant we ate at the last time, although I really did like it; (c) not give me options; (d) keep the candlelit crap minimal; (e) make bookings then tell me.
I often mean no when I say it,
Do not assume I'm like the other girlies.
No games, no mixed signals, no fucking ambiguity.
Easy.
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The eyes tell all.
Intentions -
Flanked by the heart and mind.
Signs -
Summoned by expectations.
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Today reminded me of December in Singapore.
Not that it ever gets that cold there.
The sound of wheels over rained-on asphalt,
The colour of light lost in the clouds.
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